Ellie cried a new cry the other day. It was the saddest cry I've ever heard and it was my fault. Her nose has been stuffy so I was trying to suction it. She was upset like normal but then couldn't calm down and cried this frantic sad cry. It took so long to calm her back down. I felt so awful.
from a couple of days ago. We were all taking pictures together then out of nowhere she was done!
I'm sure once I get back to work and into a normal schedule it will be better...maybe. She will have to learn to share me with the other kids. Since we aren't planning on having any more babies I'm glad she will have Dorie and Henri to be with everyday or she might be a little spoiled.
I love this little baby so much and I just want the best for her! I never want her to be sad but I need to remember she will be fine because she has me and Dave and all of our families and friends that love her and will always be there for her.
we took a walk to the beach down the street on the day it was in the 50s